It fucking sucks how I lost every single one of my friends after knowing them for so long. But she gets a life with them. I know I should be happy for her but one of those friends ended up being in a relationship with her after our breakup and I cant help but to keep on regretting everything I ever did for that "friend". I don't even know why im typing this here but I just know that I'm scared. I'm scared to let this anger about him and her overtake me. But I'm also hurt? Hurt that everyone I knew as friends decided that I wasn't good enough anymore? I'm sorry.