My dad drinks too much and smokes... He's smoked since he was 16 and now he started vaping AND smoking, plus he's an alcoholic, but he's getting *better* with that. I'm 11F and he's 38.... He says stuff like 'I'm sorry I probably won't be around to see what you'll become' and stuff and he cries and I only see him cry when he talks about that or his dead bsf... But he won't stop. I've tried joking with him saying like, I was gonna throw that shit out of the window, but he won't. And I can't tell him seriously. That's just not my personality around him... But I won't be around long enough to become anything unless I become something within the next like, year... So whatever (Also thanks to whoever responded to my other post about everyone invalidating me when I clearly have some mental health issues, you really made me feel better, honestly <3)