i lost my spark, and i don’t think i’m ever getting it back. i am so goddamn tired of forcing a smile every single day then coming home just to lose my fucking mind. i just wish someone would genuinely ask me how i'm doing, i would tell them the truth, maybe then i wouldn’t be alone, but i fake it so well no one even bothers to ask. and i know its my own fault but i just can’t bring myself to not present myself as happy.. i’m just so. fucking. tired.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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