I do think things get better, but for others. I don't think i'll ever get better, i've had the same addiction since i was 10, i am 13 now, i'm young sure, i have my whole life ahead of me. But the idea of doing school for my entire childhood and then immediately having to get a job after highschool is so dreadful, i don't have hope in my future. I'm gonna kill myself before i become an adult, all the adults around me seem so miserable. I wish therapy worked but . i don't think he (my therapist) gets it, i don't know what to do with myself anymore. I hope i die soon.