I've been in desperate need to be groom online or sexual assaulted again and post things to lurk creeps towards me on social media, I will post and draw some shitty ass stuff and be gross in my discord servers and that will repeat in the same fucking relapsing cycle. I don't know how to fight this off since having free internet access since 5 has been really making me feel like shit, I barely got anyone to talk besides my one only hg and the internet itself man😿😿my family sees my mental health like a joke
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