omg im actually fumbling the ball. i like him so much, but i swear he likes my best friend, and they always look so happy tgh and im just watching rom across the room. i hate it so much cuz they're not even doing anything wrong, im just being a bitch thats jealous over nth. but he tries talking to me and dabbing me up nut i just walk away and i don't even know why because i genuinly love him, but or some reason i can't talk to him anymore. I was talking to my best friend and she said i always seem sad whenever i don't dab him up, and i genuinly am. but i just get so jealous and so i just try to avoid him so i don't hurt myself again. i hate it so much, but i also love him. he also cares about me and im just being so bitch, so im actually fumbling. he even complimented me tdy on my hair but i couldn't say anything :( i give up. and he has his phine taken away so i cant even say anything to him.. :((