i'm a horrible person. my day has gotten increasingly stressful and i had (and probably still am having) an episode. i started arguing with my partner and got so upset and angry that i eventually just said they could kill themselves if they wanted to and then i blocked them on multiple platforms. i feel so guilty they don't deserve that. but i'm too scared to unblock them and apologize because - you know those manipulative people that'll belittle someone and make them feel bad, and then do everything for the other person to make them like them and they keep going through that cycle to keep the other person dependent on them and make them too afraid to leave?? i'm scared of being that :( so i'm too scared to apologize and seem super manipulative (maybe i am) so maybe i'll just keep them blocked. they're so nice and would be better with someone else. idk what i'll do if they show up at my house.