I think I have undiagnosed bipolar and depression, my mom isn't making it any better. I'm scared. I want my daddy. I want to never see my mom again, I want her to act like she loves me instead of always being angry and yelling. She says she loves me, but I don't believe it. I know it sounds like I'm ungrateful, but I don't love her. I hate my body, I hate me, I hate my mom, I hate my friends, I have my brother, I hate the way I eat when upset, I hate the way I can never tell my mom anything, I hate that I'm so sensitive, I hate that I cry over little things. I want to end the relationship, it'll be better than this pain.