I feel like my body dysmorphia will never go away. Everyday I look in the mirror and hate the way I look.i pull at my skin to try to debloat and then don’t eat anything until it’s dinner time then splurge because I haven’t eaten since yesterday. It feels like a never ending cycle. I feel like I’ve lost myself. I don’t have any motivation to exercise or anything and I struggle with consistency. I don’t feel like I’m living for myself anymore, I feel like I’m living to be skinny. I’ve had this problem since I was in 7th grade and I’m in college now. It feels like it’s never going to get better.
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