Its kind of funny. In stories, friends are portrayed as being people who care for one another no matter what because they pay attention and will try to figure out how to help no matter what their friend tries to do to get them to leave, i mean maybe its a real thing for some people but probably not for me, ill try to be that friend but no one really cares about me enough to pay attention unless im not my “usual self” and making them laugh and stuff. Im exhausted