I wish i could get some rest so i can feel like i actually belong somewhere or feel safe somewhere. Ik it doesn’t have to be only partners but when i see people talking about their own partners or when i see them excited about something with a crush i just feel bitter, i know its selfish but i can’t help but feel jealous or just really uncomfortable. I feel like if i found someone i can trust then maybe i wouldn’t be so much of an overthinker or stressed anymore as long as i knew i had someone there for me. Idk, only felt safe once and when they started to drift away i panicked and now im just stressed around them too