I just feel so bad about everything I feel like I have messed everything up and idk my mum shouts at me for not tidying my room but I physically cant i get to wound up by everything and get distracted and i have this teacher who is so fucking scared of even tho she is fine like I have nothing against her but whenever I see her my leg starts shaking I start going red like I wish I was not like this and then something happened tdy with like how she found out I was scared of her so now I feel really bad so I’m gonna appolagise tm to try and set things right but life is just so overwhelming last year was the worst tho I feel like this year is a bit better but I’m just also constantly worried about my appearance as well I think I’m to fat or I have to much spots or my hairs frizzy every time I walk past a window I have to check to see if I look ok it’s so exhausting but I’m just gonna see how tm goes