I feel really disgusting, just about my gender. my mom talks about being too young to understand. make decision and whatnot, I know she means well but she talks to me about it with a tone that's starting to make me think that shes against what I believe, i cant even look at myself without feeling an awful sensation in my skin. I cant even talk to friends about it, "I feel awful I'll waste your time about it" "I'm making what I think of myself something you have to deal with" god I cant wait to be able move out and hang myself in a shitty apartment so I don't burden everyone around me by just being there because ill never be a real fucking girl
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