I wanna kill myself I have done some horrible things that even I can't forgive myself for, I keep pushing everybody away with my issues and my attitude idk what to do I can't vent to anybody because I don't wanna worry them I told my dad and he did say he was going to get an appointment with a family doctor but nothing has happened so. I knew there was something wrong with me from the beginning I was too hyper too wierd I got anger too easily or annoyed I just wished I got helped earlier maybe I wouldn't be such a piece of shit. Please never forgive me for the things I have done I have kicked, yelled, hurt a lot of people beacuse of my anger issues and I never want to be forgiven for what I have done I remind myself every day what embarrassing and stupid things I have done and I wish for no one to go through what I went how many I have pushed away just please guys be better then me I'm a shit person whoever is reading this just know you are loved Sign A- 💢