went on a really bad opioid binge im tapering but i think i went a little 2 fast i had an episode i grabbed a dusty old box cutter from the back of my dresser drawer and cut my right thigh like 10-15 times i washed it off and wrapped it in gauze but i think i gave myself tetanus and idk if i have ever gotten a shot for it I'm so scared 2 tell my parents because i know they will be really mad at me they always are i think i might just stay silent and wait 2 see if i die or not