I have a constant battle of my sexuality and my opinions towards sex. I’m pretty sure I’m a lesbian but i don’t really like how that word applies to me. And my main vice is masturbation because I don’t know my opinion on it. Every time i feel like i want to masturbate there’s a small part of my subconscious that tells me that I shouldnt and i stop myself. This has been going on for two months. Its not fun to be in my head right now when it is just a full on stream of trying to contradict myself. I just want to be able to live my life happily.
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