Razor from a Pencil sharpener. I wish I never picked it up. I started it 3 years ago. I managed to quit. I was nearly two years clean and I relapsed. Now whenever some goes wrong, or I’m upset, it’s always the first thing that comes to mind. I wish my first reaction wasn’t to cut. No one knows. When I first started, I told my friend but I think she forgot. I’m glad because it really upset her. She’s a really good friend but I don’t want to burden her with it again. I’m a few months clean now but lately I found the razor again. I had hidden it and forgot until now. Things have been really stressful lately. My scars are just starting to heal/fade. I think I’m going to relapse again. I wish I never picked up the blade.
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