I tried breaking up w my boyfriend twice and he isn't abusive at least not physically but mentally he always says stuff like "i gave everything for you and thats what you do to me" and stuff and he threatened me e blocking and stuff and ever since my first attempt of breaking up i have daily panic attacks because of him and ive been to a point where i thought that my only way out is if i commit i Really need help not just block him bc im not able to do so but im desperate for anything that gives me a boost to get out of it