I think I’m gonna do it. Really. There’s lot of chemicals in my kitchen and my downstairs bathroom. I’ll do it on Saturday or Sunday, while my parents are out skating. I’ll make this week good, really good. They’ll be so happy with me. Or maybe I should try to make them hate me, so they’ll be less sad. I’ll try to finish my manga this week, and the anime I’m currently watching. I’ll write a nice note to them, and to my friends. Maybe even to my therapist, she’d probably feel bad too if I did it. But they’ll get over it. My parents have my dogs. My friends have other friends. My therapist has different clients. My grandparents and distant family have each other. It’ll be okay. They’ll get over it. They’ll be happier without me. My friends can have my books, and the ones they don’t want, my parents can sell or something. My parents will probably want to keep my stuff, but I hope they donate it. Up to them though, I guess. I’ll make a goodbye video for my channel. It’ll be okay. :)