im not a person. please tell me im doing good at being a person. at being a human. please. im not one of you anymore and i just need someone to tell me that im still able to pretend even after the rest of it has been stripped away. its so hard to go on nowadays. i need to know im still real. please. please tell me im a good human. a good, ordinary, acceptable human being that's normal, agreeable, and something worth paying attention to. im tired of being an angel. i dont have wings. i dont have a halo. i feel like a ghost. please tell me im not a ghost. tell me im an angel. i dont want to be something unfinished and cold. i want to be made of light and to be something wonderful. please. please tell me i am wonderful. please tell me im not dead. please tell me that this horrible form is simply a disguise for divinity underneath. please. i just want to be a good human being. i just want to deserve love.