am i ever gnna be a grown up for my parents? i stayed late at uni today n they went insane now theyve changed my curfew to 6 im a 18 yo women i do everyhting in secret i wish i cud have a normal life were no one tells me what to do i drink every Saturday i smoke every nights i vape everyday n night i have a hidden belly button piercing and both nipples pierced i sneak out every Saturday to go clubbing and most fridays to sneaky link teenagers do these things u can only keep them safe yet my parents js restrict me n my frnds parents are the ones who keep me safe. cos theyre the real ones who protect us. they literally have made my life their own. i dont have a job they pay for my uni im so ungrateful the guilt kills me but i need human connection i need to be free ive never had a job i dont think. i know im not gnna survive if i move out i widnt be able to go to uni. i get good grades in my AI degree ik how to balance my social and school life what do i do i wish someone wud js let me i