When i was born, neither of my parents wanted me, so my biological aunt and her husband adopted me. Her husband (my adoptive father) died when i was 9 years old. As it turns out, my adoptive mother never actually wanted me. I also recently met my biological parents and neither of them want me either. Now, im stuck living with my adoptive mother who doesnt see me as her daughter, and i dont have a single parental figure or adult family member that loves me. Everyday feels so lonelh and i barely even talk to any of them. I usually just lock myself in my room when im at home. When im at school, i always get jealous of my friends who all have some form of familial love and relationship. I feel so unloved and worthless and i just wish i could disappear, but even s**cide is difficult. Hurts too much to live but im too much of a coward to die