I want us to be friends, and I want to hang out outside of work, but it's just not working out. It's been so hard to meet people I click with, so when we finally met, I was internally ecstatic because it seemed like we'd be great friends. But Everytime we try to organize a hang out, it never works. You have a family event, our schedules don't sync up, you're driving to meet a friend out of town. Idk, I just...it's so discouraging. I really want us to be friends, but it's becoming hard for me to try and work things out. The way you make me feel sometimes is...expendable. So as much as I want to hang out, I'm not putting myself out there anymore. It feels like you don't really want to hang out at all. You already have a loving family, as many friends as you could want. In reality, I'm probably nothing much to you. As much as I want friends out here, Im not desperate, and I don't want to waste my time on someone who doesn't seem to care enough to set aside any time for me.