I hate how jealous i am. I have a lot of different feelings but the biggest one is jealousy every time i look at or talk to someone all i can see is how much better they are than me i want to live alone and be at peace i want to do what i want and talk to no one my life is so complex and i hate everything about it i want to move to a secluded place and not worry about jealousy along with jealousy i can’t stop feeling angry i mean i don’t let it out but constant hate flows through my blood for no reason at all i never let it out but im always so angry i feel like i can’t process all of these heavy emotions and i treat people in my life poorly i feel like an imposter sometimes too sometimes around friends i feel like i don’t fit in or im not supposed to be there im not sure why but sometimes i feel like im in the wrong place