I miss my ex. she was such a beautiful woman. her dark skin, her big black pupils and her pretty wavy hair will always fascinate me. unfortunately our relationship didn't work out because it got pretty toxic. She demanded so much of me, she suffered from mental problems and wanted me to know how to be able to confort her at all times. Unfortunately for the both of us I also struggled with my own mental problems and I wasn't always available to her. I feel deeply saddened I wasn't able to help her, and slowly I saw her love fade. But it wasn't always toxic, we had many good moments, we would laugh a lot together and hold hands. She was so ethereal and so caring, her love felt like a womb. Idk if that makes sense weird way to put it but thats the best I can describe it. anyways... Even when I had my own mental problems I always made sure I had the time to be there for her, I did my research on how I could be of any help to her but we both chose our different paths I am glad I met her tho