"Look at your mother! she's gonna be depressed at this rate" Not even an "Are you okay?". they hit me and threatened to b@ng my head on the wall. He threatened to start scandal at the school because I cut myself. I genuinely think my dad is r3tarded. Seriously. he said hes gonna kill me, etc etc... im so scared for the parents meeting at school today. if I get hit even one more time, I will kill myself. I can't live with this fear. I can't pretend to always be happy. I hate that when im struggling all they care about is themselves. I have nobody to talk to, and the nearest psychologist appointment is in one week. I'm so tired at him shouting at me just because im trans. Me being a trans boy and straight does NOT mean I do NOT KNOW HOW THE REAL WORLD IS LIKE, YOU RTARD!!!! but sadly I can't do anything.