{part3}(we have a fire department right down the road) and a ambulance and the life lighted me to the hospital(they took me too my old elementary school down the road from me so they could take me by helicopter)and after a couple days when I was wake I got taken to a psych ward(mind you I'm all 13 in this I was in it for 13 days (1 week 6 days) it was pretty good I got my own room and stuff when I got back my dad was still drinking and this year before my birthday cus my dads birthday is the 8th of January mines the 30 of January he had a drink of hard liquor with his friends and he said he was going to kill me and he punched my arm slapped me in the face all that I called my aunts and my grandma(dads side)and my grandma came home and I'm basically like the mom when my dads drunk to this day I'm doing not the best still suicidal and self harming but my dads drinking is less ig I try to not make him drink i live in a abusive and toxic household(cus of my dad alcoholism)