{part 2} because this girl(she pretended to be autistic to get her way)so she tried to hurt and kill me and I got put into foster care for twoish years and then went back home when I was 10 and then when I was 11 I really started to struggle(especially since i started middle school) then at 12 I really struggled with self harm and my mental health declined more then it already was then when I was 13 in 2025 I committed suicide (I'll tell you what I remember and why my dad and grandma told me when I got awake)so basically it was night I think like 10 maby 11 and I was looking up how to make a noose deleted it from the search history made it then (I have a bunk bed) I tied it to the top bunk (I blacked out after that I don't even remember hanging myself)then I was in the hospital for like 2-3 months in a coma with a tube down my throat and IVs and shit when I wolk up I asked what all happened and what they told me is my dad cut me down and they called 911 and the firefighters came