I feel like my day is on loop. All I do is work, chores, school sleep and eat. If it’s not that it’s scrolling. I spend a lot of time doing work just to get mid grades. And when I do achieve smth, I get no congrats or acknowledgment. I can’t stand being bored- too much time to think, to spiral. I hate every second of it. And I hate how I feel insecure in my spare time, how I can’t even save memories because I hate how I look, even when people around me expect me to be fine with it. I hate being surrounded by perfect people and chasing what they have.