It scares me that he can so easily believe the lies he makes up. He broke a vertebrae in my back... and to get him out of mandatory reporting charges... we are saying i fell down the stairs. Now he is telling me and his friends that I am a drunk whore and fell down the stairs.. lied to the hospital and got him arrested. I want to leave in my own way.. without others dictating it.. but my heart tells me he is going to eacalate again. Part of me wishes he would just get on with it and kill me already. How can one person break another like he has broken me? He gave me a disease. He has broken one of my toes. He has cheated so many times. He has robbed me. He is so cruel.. and now he has broken my back. He reminds me daily how no one loves me, and how worthless and disposable I am... I hate him. God says vengeance is mine.. well.. I wish the worst on him. He is such a cruel, cruel person. A liar. A cheater. A thief. So cruel.