hi, i am a young adult who has bpd, and i've struggled with it for the past couple years. the past months have been really bad but i've started focusing on myself. i have a struggle with being called evil, as i think i am evil and that leads me to want to harm myself/k myself. i have several attempts, numerous hospital stays but i have been called evil twice lately by two very close loved ones that i have now cut contact with (or in process with) . i feel sick and hrorible and am thinking about just leaving. this isnt just, you're a bad person, this is -there is demonic and evil inside of you. i want to die
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