What's building up? I hate that fam would rather do something or die. Knowing they shouldn't be doing it. My fam are bad to be that way it's one of the irritable things about them. Starting to think they're having an existential crisis the way they've been acting lately. But they'll deny anything being wrong or go I'm just talking to you. Why don't people get it's not always about what you say but how you say it as well? My fam are like a rocky beach. Also I hate that there's no love where we live. People just act silent salty bitter spiteful. Like our vehicle sat out there for like 2 to 3 days not a single soul offered to help when the battery died. Callous ass place. This place just feels like a dog hole. That's not counting how one person took advantage of me and didn't know when to quit thought I should be their free taxi , grocery buyer and cigarette supplier despite the fact I don't even smoke. Then had the audacity to act like I was bad when I bent over backwards for them f no.