The way my fam acts they dont care if I just go ahead and die. Toothache kept me awake. What little I did sleep I woke covered in sweat. I'm told to calm down when I have no control over feeling in a panic (like when you're sick elevated pulse with possible fever). What I tell fam I get a blank stare it falls on deaf ears. Do you want me to just go ahead and die or something. They had 0 fucks about what I'm feeling/ going through yet they expect me to listen to them for an hour about things which happened years ago. Also I spoke to famd loud ass smoking cough for 10 minutes and upstairs Karen neighbors loud ass creaking while her kid practically didn't sleep at all either and basically walks their floors and howls like dogs. Fam takes offense when I mentioned said cough. I'm about to just give up.