I have so many goals, dreams, desires, wishes, will I be able to achieve at least one of them without disappointing anyone? Making mistakes hurts, giving up hurts, not being enough hurts, being underestimated hurts, getting so close to something hurts, everything hurts a lot. Is this the price for success, Suffering? Does every pain make me stronger? Sometimes it doesn't seem that way. I feel like I've lost my essence since I started dreaming too big. I want to be better than yesterday, but it's uncertain how differently tomorrow will hurt. —Mv