I genuinely don’t think I will ever be happy. Everything goes wrong, I keep being a burden to those close to me, I keep failing at basic things in life, I just feel like I was never meant to live up to this age. I never planned my life this far ahead. I feel so behind on everything and I’m just so tired, I’m tired of everything and I feel like I’m at my limit already, but I don’t want to let anyone down, I don’t think I could ever do that to anyone, specially those close to me. I feel so selfish just from thinking about it, but i genuinely can’t take this anymore. My hobbies are starting to feel like burdens, the academic burnout is so big that I’m on the verge of being suspended from uni, even keeping my friendships has been tough, my relationship with my family, everything just feels like such a heavy weight to carry, the pressure from everything is getting to me, I can’t do this anymore honestly, I don’t know what to do.