I’ve been feeling really selfish and off put lately. I’m not entirely sure why. But every little thing feels huge, and things people do seem worse than they are. I know people don’t really mean to ignore me, it’s just bad timing. But it happens a lot, and it hurts my feelings. I know they don’t mean it, but I get so defensive and sad about it. I’ve even been stepping outside of my comfort zone trying to be more likable. I don’t wanna be forgotten, and I try really hard to do things that other people like, so people hopefully hang out with me more. But it seems like the universe just laughs in my face. Once I get good at something everyone else likes, something goes wrong. Whether I’m too behind to keep up, the creators are weird, or it’s suddenly slop. And then I’m left behind again. :c