I am not really good at making friends because I am socially awkward but I would really really love to make friends. I don't want anything more( as in friends) than someone or some people who I can actually be myself around without feeling judged. This might make me sound like I have no friends 😭 I do and i am really grateful to some of them and I love them really but none of them really gets me yk? Not a single one of them does and it makes me feel really alone even if I am surrounded by them. Even if we're together I sometimes feel like I am the odd one out. And the way some of them treats me really upset me. Yes! I am quite shy and quiet at first but when I get comfortable I am more myself but that is when my friends starts looking down on me. I already look so dumb but me being bubbly sometimes makes them think I'm not intelligent and I don't know how to do certain things. Always treating me like a child. Like?? When they themselves are the ones having a childish mindset