I feel so alone even if i have my friends and family. I have a love hate relationship with my family but i feel like my family treats me better than my friends. Idk why it's always been like this ever since I was young i always and i mean always end up with friends who discriminate and degrade me. I do have some good friends yes but they don't get me at all and on the other hand these bad friends i want to cut them off my life after this year. I just feel sooo alone and my so called bsf sometimes she's the one who makes me feel worse out of all. Even if she doesn't mean it( she means it) she indirectly makes fun of me and sometimes also rude when it comes to her new friends, she just ignores me. I have alot to say about her maybe I should just make another post lol