i feel like my life seems pretty great i mean i get good grades my family has given me a good life so far and i hv nice friends but i feel like smth is missing. idk if it's cuz i grew up being the people pleaser child in my family like whenever my family members start to accuse each other of smth like leaving the fridge open on accident or dirtying the toilet there were many times as a kid where i wld js take the blame for the sake of preventing conflict. cuz of this ifl my whole life ive been v isolated i feel like i can nvr be my true self and when i try to im afraid that i might upset those around me.