Rant #24910

back when i was 13 I was dealing with a lot i found this boy let’s call him R who saved me from ending myself at the time. he was my best friend eventually. we lost contact. i was madly in love in love but im nearing the end of my high school days and he is still on my mind. he has a partner and it breaks my heart when she posts about R calls him the “loml”. atm i can’t imagine finding someone else especially since my environment is so limited (im homeschooled)