Okay so i like my best friend, we are both girls and she is bi and im straight to everyone but myself, I have internalised homophobia we're i cant except myself but I can except others. It's really hard because we hang out all the time but I cant ask her out as she like one if my other friends, I know this because they dated and only broke up because of my other friends mum said they had to for a whole another story. I want to confess but she will say no because she is waiting for her ex waiting for when they can date again and he ex also likes her back and they both want to date but can't, I wish I could stop liking her but its so hard to not. She's beautiful has a kind heart is very living and my best friend. I wish she wasn't my best friend. I wish she was my girlfriend. I wish she liked me back. Bit she never will and I got to figure that out, maybe when we're older I'll tell her but for now its a secret. Have a great day and I love you bye xx