i left that community because i was scared that i hurt you, knowing i had made you uncomfortable made my heart fucking hurt like crazy, i didnt want to repeat that, i also left because i feared that if i had stayed there any longer, i would only do more harm than good, i failed to consider your guys' perspective, i shouldve atleast tried to amend things, im sorry for that, i hope youre doing ok without me, i hope you all have moved on and forgotten about me, id love to explain more but i dont think u guys want to hear from me, i miss yall, but i hope you guys dont miss me at all. -💣