Made a dumb decision and started smoking cigarettes recently. I’m very young and the only reason I was able to get them was from my friend, even if my dad also smokes but hes in another country rn. I’ve been curious about cigarettes for a few years or so, maybe because I grew up with my dad’s family smoking a lot. Not that my dad is a bad person or anything, love him. At first I just thought the smoke would look cool coming out of my mouth, not to please other people, but just to watch the smoke myself, but I think I’m already hooked on the feeling. I don’t even have a reason to smoke. My life is good, parents are great and I’m doing fine in school. That’s why I feel so guilty now. I started right after my “curious” phase started going away too, so I hate that I started now. My only flex from this experience is that I didn’t cough my first time ig.