I somehow feel depressed. I took a test, and it says thag I may have a severe depression which doesn’t alarmed me that much. Kasi ayoko naman mag self diagnose… Tho ayoko rin naman mag pa consult kasi thag would cost too much and I think my parents wouldn’t care about it naman honestly. Tho there are signs na baka nga I have severe depression, its been a month where I oftend feel sadness, hopelessness, the heavy feeling coming from my heart however there are days na i dont feel it. I tend to ignore my emotions like this kasi eh kasi i feel dramatic when i feel upset or sad. I feel weak at some point. Pero back then, i used to care so much about my mental health, and i miss that side of mine. there are things din na wala nakong gana which is editing and filming, i used to crave to do it inside our organization at school, but now, it feels like a chore now and i dont wanna do it anymore lowkey. and lastly, ive been neglecting my emotions a lot in the past month, which made me sob tonight