I feel so alone. My sister is suicidal, slef harming and depressed i feel like i dont even have a sister sometimes. She has random mood swings everything can piss her off. My mom isnt helping neither of them seems to want to talk mostly my sister to be honest. Shes says our mom wont understand but all my mom tries to do is understand. But I feel like my mom could be doing more like she doesn’t push as hard. Shes so happy with her new life, shes remarried, and enjoying life to the fullest and i feel like shes left us behind. I love my mom and sister but i feel like i have no one here with me. Im basically always telling my sister to talk and just tell my mom how she feels but she refuses she acts like were mind readers like dude no the fuck we aren’t say how u feel. I wanna feel okay one day and get better but how can i do that when im stuck trying to keep my sister alive and get my mom to be more present and here with us. Maybe not take everything surface level i miss my family.