Rant #2443

Ok this is so weird...I've liked this guy for about two years but haven't made a move on him or even attempted to. Recently he js announced that he got a girlfriend, I feel super happy for them because this is genuinely the happiest I've seen him in ages, but whenever i see them holding hands in the hallway at school, or laughing and hugging each other, I feel a weird sense in my heart and my eyes start to sting. I wanna get over him but I physically can't.