Ew bro I can’t believe I’m doing this. But whatever,i genuinely feel like I have nobody and it’s so annoying because I have SO many friends it’s insane actually, I have this weird thing where I do really bad mentally for a long time and then all of a sudden I’m fine again, it happens so much and I get upset super quickly, it’s like the only thing that stops it is slashing and I always feel so disgusting