i miss my niece. her names Alicia, she passed away last year on may 3rd. we were more sisters than a niece and aunt. i miss her a lot. it’s 2:11am and I’m crying and have been calling and texting her number hoping she’d answer even though i know she won’t. i wish she’d answer. i know she isn’t. i wish i had someone to call or talk to but i really only want to hear her voice again. it happened like in the movies. you get into a fight with someone you love and care for thinking you’ll have another chance to talk to them, and then they just die. i’m stuck with that pain and it’s my own fault. i should’ve went after her that night. if i did, she’d probably still be alive. i miss her so much. i’m crying alone and all i could think of is her. it hurt’s so bad. i’m never going to hear her voice or her again. it’s been 510 days without her here. i can’t believe it. i miss her. my sister. we spent so much time together and i find it hard to remember and keep the memories we shared. imy Alicia