i overthink so much its killing me slowly. i try to pick myself up and try to enjoy things again but i can't oh but i can but i just can't becuase because because beucase oh complain compain complain there she goes shess always complaining and i think im better than everyone but im genuinely not im a close to nothing i want im far far far behind and the only ting weighing me odwn myself I AM SO AWAREA DN CONCIOUS OF THE HABITS ARE BAD FOR ME AND ERVYTHING but i just i juts i just i juts dont want to stop sometimes i like being sad but i hate beign sad becuase being sad is still beign sad adn i juts want to feel osmething anyting stab me and hit me hard but um not too hard or too deep becuase like i dont want to be ugly
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