hahhahaha this might be the stupidest post on this website complaining for my own incompetence but yeah i really hate myself a lot like all i do is complain complain complain and i ahve so much wasted potential. i don't have friends, im unsatisfied with EVEYRHINTG and i am such a waste of money to my parents. i larp everything even my hobbies, which i enjoyed only in 6th and 7th grade but then everything fell off and i haven't been happy in that way since. i dont suck but im not the best im not great i want to be great and better than everyone else in all the things i like such as playing the piano and drawing and um idk literally everything. i overestimate myself i think im so capable of so much and complainig like this is stupid but i look down on too many people and also myself at the same time. um this doesn't make any sense but i wish i was happy and i want osmeone to lean on theres so many things i could complain about i hate evrything i hate myself its been like this for years